Its over ! Its done ! I have flipped away all the pages of the book of life in such a short time. No clue where my future is headed . No clue what I am destined to do . But I am all set out on this new Voyage where there are many more hurdles and many more rifts before success is mine and I can choose my destiny .
As the clock strikes midnight with me alone in the room waiting for my friends to return from their last meal together in Dhanbad, am having the most creepiest feelings ever. Next morning I will be gone, its all finished. It will be so dearly missed.
The journey began with an excited Shy kid pulled out of a room full of books in the open amidst 400 students trying to stand out from the crowd and make a mark. It was all about his passion to be creative and try every other new things possible. Make new friends who stay connected lifelong. So many things were imagined withBollywood style college images reigning over mind. It met with reality soon and life continued.
First night in hostel Opal room 117 , Jokes by scientist CPP followed by proxies the very next day. Ragging period to some minor politics and playing Cards at night under halogen light fearing seniors to ruin the party . The Intelligent AMRICAN Kotu of 101 , the shy Chinkis of 122 , Obama and sincere ever helping CHOTU of 102 , the football papa of 105 , the APSGSAP of 109 , the ever studying guys of 110 , my roomie Boblu and me Bangali in 111 , Lazy Pilli and Sarvagyani Menaria baba of 117 , Shashtri and thesmart ass Manju , these were termed as Godfathers (how can I forget Pyaar ka maara GULLU, who joined in next year). This was my group, amazing friend circle never cared to study . It was all about those counter strike nights , litti chhoka and chai at 2am , dhanbad station and during exam time running from one room to another, " KOI EK TOPIC PADHA DO BHAI ". Will miss those days .
After two years, wings changed and a lot changed . Few people got serious with their future , It was all about MS and MBA . But those chat sessions about wooing girls and brooding about a dull future followed by another episode of some TV Series or some kick ass Movie. Teasing friends , pulling their legs and avoiding Mess ka Khana, though people can never forget savoring Dal Baati. Many more things like Mailer Daemon and MDTEAM HANG OUTS (that meant long Meetings) , Srijan ka fashion shows and rock band performances , football and Calcio , TT and Muqabala , Pratibimb ke Dumb charades and raat bhar Sapphire ki chhat pe beer and class jaane ki naa thi kabhi kabhar. Days passed ...Placements done and now the pause where I did nothing but just gape and spend some quality time with my friends. Most of the time sulking with lost future over PSYCHOMETRIC ANALYSIS of PROMETRIC for CAT and the rest partayying.
I believe that shy kid in the previous block is much more exhilarating and outgoing after these years. But, there are feelings which makes you feel so incomplete. The gained creativity is all futile as the high profile Engg. has ruined my intellect and poisoned my thinking brain to some lazy shit. I guess good things comes in packages so no regrets. This place has though taken away my intellect but have given me memories of a life time. It has changed myperspective towards a lots of things and helped me dream big, being in touch with reality. I have made some friends who are there to help me and have inadvertently played a big role in bringing my life on track mostly my electrical batchmates Vikul , L, Kalle and Abhishek and Kohli, the omnipresent.
So much more and this would have never been possible if it was not ISM , my Alma Mater .
Here my friends are back and this few remaining hours will pass away singing aloud and with watery eyes .
Signing it off with tears and cherished memories .
DHANBAD 20 MAY'2010
As the clock strikes midnight with me alone in the room waiting for my friends to return from their last meal together in Dhanbad, am having the most creepiest feelings ever. Next morning I will be gone, its all finished. It will be so dearly missed.
The journey began with an excited Shy kid pulled out of a room full of books in the open amidst 400 students trying to stand out from the crowd and make a mark. It was all about his passion to be creative and try every other new things possible. Make new friends who stay connected lifelong. So many things were imagined with
First night in hostel Opal room 117 , Jokes by scientist CPP followed by proxies the very next day. Ragging period to some minor politics and playing Cards at night under halogen light fearing seniors to ruin the party . The Intelligent AMRICAN Kotu of 101 , the shy Chinkis of 122 , Obama and sincere ever helping CHOTU of 102 , the football papa of 105 , the APSGSAP of 109 , the ever studying guys of 110 , my roomie Boblu and me Bangali in 111 , Lazy Pilli and Sarvagyani Menaria baba of 117 , Shashtri and the
After two years, wings changed and a lot changed . Few people got serious with their future , It was all about MS and MBA . But those chat sessions about wooing girls and brooding about a dull future followed by another episode of some TV Series or some kick ass Movie. Teasing friends , pulling their legs and avoiding Mess ka Khana, though people can never forget savoring Dal Baati. Many more things like Mailer Daemon and MD
I believe that shy kid in the previous block is much more exhilarating and outgoing after these years. But, there are feelings which makes you feel so incomplete. The gained creativity is all futile as the high profile Engg. has ruined my intellect and poisoned my thinking brain to some lazy shit. I guess good things comes in packages so no regrets. This place has though taken away my intellect but have given me memories of a life time. It has changed my
So much more and this would have never been possible if it was not ISM , my Alma Mater .
Here my friends are back and this few remaining hours will pass away singing aloud and with watery eyes .
Signing it off with tears and cherished memories .
DHANBAD 20 MAY'2010
7 comments:
B'fully summed up my friend. All the minute details adequately crafted out... a journey of 4 yrs nicely put together....
Well you got it right when you said it might have taken somethings away but I assure you it isnt intellect that you have lost. All that is lost for a good. the childish and the nagging Bangali has transformed into what we have today... a matured and a much better individual in himself.. self poised and eager to find his way out d box called life...
Thanks a lot dude... keep the past behind you and keep walking ahead...
"Tout le meilleure"
- Sumit
21 July 2010
beautifully written....the feelings...the memories... everything....
life always goes on....one phase over...the other shall begin...i hope it is good for all of us.....
outstandingly written!!! collecting all the memories, making everybody involved emotional....love you yaar...
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a gr8 piece written with emotions not hands.I'll always miss ISM.
a lucid description of ISMite's college life is limned meticulously with an impressive and matured style of writing embellished with a number of facts lasting for good in the labyrinth of our lingering memories. Thanks for depicting such an emotional account on behalf of all the ISMites. No matter where we are placed in jobs, all are emotionally attached like a family and will be forever ...........
Hi Avinash,
What a sum of words, by calling end of an era at ISM, Dhanbad?
I enjoyed your blog, and as I am writing U, our era ended on 31st Dec' 1971, when we were looking at our new voyage, which happened to be at Mosaboni Mine - HCL/ICC, when we started our new career on the dawn of New Year, exactly on 01st Jan' 1972 as an Graduate Trainee.
Time flies, as I am now writing, I have hung up my boots (mining), way back in Dec' 1999, but nostalgia of ISM days still haunt me.
I have also started my blog, though in infancy, but will add up as time permits etc.
Your will be starting, and mine will be end of mining career, followed by yet another career of being self employed and now looking forward for semiretired or fully retired as our batch mates may call.
Well I wish U another long innings, which will spell out to another 3 to 4 decades, and see I am getting connected with my class mates through FB, internet, tel calls etc.
Our children are slowly getting there, where U will start new journey.
If I could be of any help, please jot down to me, I am from 1971 batch as U must have understood by now.
You can search me at Google search engine "talwar1948" by typing memories,photos, nostalgia etc.
Your doors are open in our hearts, whenever U will walk to our shores, as I with my family are settled in Auckland, New Zealand.
Cheers to all your mates, may God Bless your new voyage with least obstacles etc. More a greater feelings will be when U return home, with job in your hand, how's that!
A Talwar
Auckland.
talwar1948 AT GMAIL DOT COM
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